Lost

I should stop procrastinating.. 

Recently, I feel hopeless... Like all my energy had drained from my mind and my body, and I don't feel like doing anything, yet some part of me want to do something. I don't know what the "something" is, but I feel miserable for not doing it... 

I need to get my motivation back. I used to be self-motivated, by every thing that come to me, but recently that motivation disappears. When it disappear, it scares me... To a point when I don't know what to do, or should I say, what else can I do? 

Sigh.. I'm lost... 

Lost.....

Horrible incident, new discovery...

Did an experiment in a lab where I'm mixing 100ml of HCl with Deionized water, put it on a heater for stirring only...

Never did I realize that the temperature was on to the max by the previous user, and so, my glass bottle broke into half within seconds, and there are black corrosive substance that corrodes the bottom of the glass..

My first reaction was to turn off the stirrer, and when I realized the heater was on till the max (500 degree celsius), I immediately off the heat to zero and off the whole heater, and asked for help... It was horrible, the whole acid fume hood was down for the entire day... I feel so guilty.. I should have checked before using, and not assuming every one will be responsible to turn off every machine they use, sometimes people forget, sometimes people pretend to forget... This is a lesson to learn...

Thing is not so bad when I realized I improved in my tactical and positional play in chess... Against coach, there's still a wide wide gap between us, but overally I have improve! Cheers.. :))

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A new beginning

Finally I created a blog... 

It's been a long time since I last blogged. 

It can't be denied that blogging is a good way to express yourself and your emotions, and act as a stress-releasing agent as well. 

It's sad to see that many people had abandoned blogging nowadays. 

Doesn't matter, I'll have my blog updated constantly. :)) 

To my new blog!! Cheers!!